There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
Landed safely - check Baggage arrived with me? - check Got the rental car - check Checked into my room - check.
I'm here folks. It's been really smooth so far. I hope the rest of the weekend is being heralded by these events. Smooth sailing for my baby LS.
I am headed over to her now to help with the accoutrements for the reception hall tomorrow :) I'm really glad I am here and that I can be of service to her :) Makes me feel great :)