There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
My Brother: Do you know about physics Me: *Gives him a look like 'duh'* Bro: Okay... so what is the constant of mass and energy? Me: Huh? Bro: What can't happen to either one? Me: OH! They can't dissolve or disappear Bro: Right! What are we? Me: Huh? Bro: What are humans? Me: Mass and energy. Bro: So what happens when we die? Me: We are repurposed. Bro: And there you have the scientific explanation for death and the afterlife. Me: that was easy !
