There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
How much of you is enough... Enough of you to protect me in my nightmares and to fill my mind with sweet daydreams How long can I gaze into your eyes And imagine what our kids will look like. How much of your skin can I touch or mouth of you can I taste To fuel my memories for a lifetime And make my future bright with anticipation Infinitude.
