There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
Cause they do. I have a GLORIOUS 3 1/2 day weekend and nothing but fly experiences to write about and what happens? The brand new modem that TWC installed is blinking one light on and off (there are 4 people)... meaning, I better remember everything that happened and be just as excited when I write about it anew. So they told me Monday, they'd send a technician on Thursday. Great. What a seriousl disconnect. I live and breathe through this thing we call internet. I really felt so detached. But the Gods that rule over internet connection blessed me tonight and I manage to have some connection at all. I figured I'd blog everything separate in teh case that folks had different things they wanted to chime in about.
My comment at this time is that Time Warner Cable sucks... and it's a got dayumed shame I don't have an alternative... except dialup (which isn't an alternative at all...) and nothing... during which I would shrivel up and blow away in about 2 weeks.
