There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
I've been incredibly tired and listless and feeling less and less productive lately. I haven't even had any thoughts to write down in my blog. I figured I would post tonight to make sure that I put something down. But with nothing to say... I'm going to turn in. I hope to get enough sleep so that my brain can wake up and be creative again.
