There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
I've been kind of dream walking through my waking state. Had a bad dream the other night that I dislodged the center stone of my engagment ring... and no matter what I did, I couldn't get it to be secure again. The prongs just wouldn't hold on to the stone anymore; even after taking it to the store and getting them to repair it, it was still terribly fragile and I had to keep looking at it and keep checking it for fear of losing the stone out of my ring. I don't know if it really takes a dream interpreter to figure out what all that means. My mind has just been running over time.
I don't really have a whole lotta stuff to write about. Just been a little brain dead this week. Muse isn't here... just went on vacation, I guess. So he'll have to come back and start planting seeds in my mind before new thought starts to sprout.
