There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
It's the only way to describe the weather outside. Simply beautiful. I went out there for a walk today and thought to myself, if it was always this tempurature, I could live happily forever. It's not too hot, not too cold. I dressed up like the commensurate professional today, black suit, high heels, hair pulled back. In anticipation of something that didn't happen. So... *shrugs* I'll be able to wear the outfit for another occasion. I have to doll up tomorrow too for the Phenomenal Woman Luncheon tomorrow. That should be fun. I hope its weather like this. I may waive my 5-straight-days-of-warm-weather-for-the-WMD's-to-be-exposed rule.
This week is zipping by. That's a good thing. Get me to the weekend! *sigh*
