There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
In Memoriam of my Soror Aiyana. So sad because you were much too young to pass so soon, but I'm so glad that you passed by me during your stay. It was a pleasure knowing you... I hope to see you again soon. Rest in peace.
