There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
Yep... it's 9:06... and i'm sitting here in my towel... not motivated to do ANYTHING. Dunno what to wear to work today... Dunno exactly how my day is going to go because I have SO much to do. Can't wait to get on that plane, though. I need a vacation. Just mad that auntie's joining us. Bitch. She KNOWS how to ruin a good thing. LMAO!!! Can't let her stop me though. I'm seriously wishing that I'd get paid on Thursdays. This Friday shit is a drag. I need to beautify BEFORE I head to ATL. But it seems I'll have to get down with it when I get there.
Teeshirt, jeans and sneakers are feeling alright with me right now. But cute... not frumpy. I can't ever fall back into that again.
I'm procrastinating. I have shit to do.
Thank you to the AnonAngel that is praying for me. I need ALL the help I can get! Blogs rule!
