There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
I've been reading a lot lately... and this was sent to me by my dear Max..
Testicle torn off by ex-lover
Press Association
Wednesday January 12, 2005
The Guardian
A jilted woman admitted ripping off her ex-lover's testicle with her hands after he refused to have sex with her.
Amanda Monti, 24, flew into a rage after her former boyfriend, Geoffrey Jones, 37, rejected her advances at the end of a drunken house party. She yanked off his left testicle, which was later handed to him by a friend with the words: "That's yours."
