There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
I guess in my excitement to get them up there, I forgot to post over here that my Engagment Photos from the shoot at Rockerfeller Center are here now! They look really beautiful and I'm expecting more tonight from RM.
I have it all set up for voting so random folks perusing the site can give their 10 cents into what picture they think we should use. My baby likes Pose 11 in black and white... I like pose 12. But there are more coming so I hope that brings widened choices. Although I wouldn't be altogether sad to be "stuck" with 12. It's beautiful. Almost exactly what I wanted.
Today is slow at work. I narrowed down the contents of my inbox from 2300 to 524. *sigh* I'm sad that's considered an accomplishment. But it's been quiet this week. Most folks are on vacation and not in the office (not just here but overall). Lots of folks aren't signed on to IM so I'm like in this desert wasteland of my own thoughts this week. Good place to be. The silence has allowed me to sort through the mire of what was troubling me for the last few months and came to some definitive decisions that I'm sure will make me have a brighter year coming up. I'm excited about that.
