There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
Your browser doesn't support the EMBED tag, but you can still listen to the music on this page by <a href="http://www.thoughtsdaughter.com/sounds/heproposed.mp3">clicking here.</a> Kelly Price - He Proposed To Me
I'm sitting here at 4:05 AM in the same dizzy, dreary deliriousness that I've been in all night. I really just pray this isn't a dream and I won't wake up anytime and end it all...
