There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
I just want to post something here at all. I've been nuts lately. I'm so tired today, but I did get a good nights sleep. And now I'm off to a meeting. So I guess I'll try posting again later. I just wanted to make sure I log on here at all and attempt a routine.
