There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
I'm burnt out already from the events of the weekend. And honestly it hasn't been much.
I don't really have too much to say. I joined Chocolate Brides today (under protest) but I'm on it now. I guess I'll have to wait and see how that all turns out.
I went to San Gennaro with Max on Friday. That was fun. Then of to Dale's house which was 10 times more fun than I thought it would be. I had missed him and didn't really realize it. I'm not sure if I take myself less seriously or he's gotten nicer but I think we get along better now. And I'm glad that Max and him hit it off immediately. He's a unique personality. I'm grateful for meeting him at all.
Okay...I would post the pics from last night, and drone on about today but you know what... I'm tired... and all I can say is...
