There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
I've been so not keeping up with my blog. I'm on vacation in more ways than one. I'm really enjoying these days off. I look in the mirror and feel like I look younger. I've been cleaning my room to the core, truly throwing things away that I dont' need and organizing the things I keep. Found a MESS of my poems from... (get this) the 6th grade. HILARIOUS!!! I was too deep for a kid. I needed to lighten up! Spending some quality time with the family and just overall sleeping as late as I want and waking up feeling refreshed. I have so much to catch up on but I don't know if I have the patience to do it all right now. I took some pictures last week that I really like... here they are:
The ways he makes me happy are boundless.
I got at letter in the mail from the US Dept of Education that made me jump for joy:
I will most CERTAINLY call!! *woohoo!* So much for me not being good marriage material. I'm on the road now! Funny because I was on the phone with the agent that I was making the final payment to and he said "So, Victoria... why aren't you married yet?" and I said to him "because YOU have to call me every month!!" and he said... "Well... not anymore :)" Yeaaaaahhhh baby!!
Had a good turn out at the BGLO Family Reunion. I'm really happy about it. And my baby made good on his promise to not hurt himself. Yaaay! And I get to go away with him this weekend. Much to do before then, though... and sleep is needed...
