There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
I've been marveling at the amount of rain that's been falling lately. You would think that it's April every day lately. I'm getting really tired of all the rain. *sigh* Oh well. Thundering passed over. It's the only part about Rain that I really don't like, because if it starts before I go to sleep... I simply can't get any at all.
My brother is in such a funk right now. He called to dump some on me a few minutes ago. I hope that he's alright. He really just needs to pray.
I really don't have much to say today. I've been stressing J to blog... but maybe he has nothing to say too. who knows. :)
