There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
I've started an entire photogallery dedicated to that. The heavens move me so much, it's unreal. I could be in a total state of unrest, but the presence of the moon comforts me. The clouds remain where I think angels and God plan out their next attack on evil. The rising red sun low in the sky tempts me to stare it down till it's too bright to even look it it's direction. And what stars I can see always halt my steps to just marvel in what's out there, in the universe. So... those items of the heavens that lend themselves to being captured by my camera so I can admire them... will be posted in that gallery.
