There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
I'm completely drained today... I have shouldered an aweful lot of everyone else's muck today that I feel down, now, myself. I'm going right to bed. Had a great time last night... shook my booty and hung with my girls. More on that after a long night's rest.
