There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
This past weekend was spent watching many a movie. One I didn't mention (as I run extremely late for work) is Bowling for Columbine. I was fortunate to find the most riveting and significant part (to me) to share with my blog (and anyone looking on). Click this link to view it in Windows Media format. Enjoy a history lesson about fear in America and I'll Blog more later :)