There is a mental state
I strive to achieve a homeostatic state a humming a lull like those alpha wave tapes they sold in the 60's
I need to hear that in my head all day. Instead of the clanging of my thoughts and the clashing of my
wants versus what I should do need to do and the sad, bright violins from "Sunshine" so melancholy
so consistent that remind me how it is not to have anyone understand
I just feel like letting my Maxwell sing. This song makes me feel young and frivolous. Ironic that he's talking about assurance and security. You're never really thinking of that stuff when you're being frivolous. Ultimately, I'm seeing that security wins out over passion. It's dependable, reassuring and becomes one of those things you never have to give a second thought to, so you can concentrate on other more pressing issues. You learn to live without the intensity and inconsistency of passion.
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